Since Izz was born Izz hate to express my feeling to others especially my family n persons Izz luv. Izz hate to make them worried bout my being. Izz will just say I’m okay n I can move on so dont worry bout me. When my atok passed away Izz just cried in my bedroom coz Izz dont want others to be sad, when my lil bro xcident Izz cried alone coz Izz dont want my mom to be sad.
Izz as 1st child need to be strong towards my lil brothers. Need to show tat Izz cool even there many unfortunate events happen to me. even if Izz feel disappointed bout something Izz never tell others coz Izz dont want them to think tat i’m a weak person. Izz alwys tell myself if anything happen to me exp: accident or have something bad happen Izz would not tell others except if I’m goingt to dead.
But when ppl think my coolness mean i’m a person wit no hope, no future, no dream n a lazy person well they wrong. They are totally wrong. I do have feeling, I do feel sad, I do feel dissapointed but do we need to show our weakness to others? Izz just hope ppl understand tat. ask me when u want to know something n dont just accused me when u dont know nothing bout me. Its hurt when u do tat.
p/s : Dont judge a book by its cover.
