Showing posts with label impression. Show all posts
Showing posts with label impression. Show all posts

Friday, June 24, 2011

Sedih…

image                                             source: Google 

Since Izz was born Izz hate to express my feeling to others especially my family n persons Izz luv. Izz hate to make them worried bout my being. Izz will just say I’m okay n I can move on so dont worry bout me. When my atok passed away Izz just cried in my bedroom coz Izz dont want others to be sad, when my lil bro xcident Izz cried alone coz Izz dont want my mom to be sad.

Izz as 1st child need to be strong towards my lil brothers. Need to show tat Izz cool even there many unfortunate events happen to me. even if Izz feel disappointed bout something Izz never tell others coz Izz dont want them to think tat i’m a weak person. Izz alwys tell myself if anything happen to me exp: accident or have something bad happen Izz would not tell others except if I’m goingt to dead.

But when ppl think my coolness mean i’m a person wit no hope, no future, no dream n a lazy person well they wrong. They are totally wrong. I do have feeling, I do feel sad, I do feel dissapointed but do we need to show our weakness to others? Izz just hope ppl understand tat. ask me when u want to know something n dont just accused me when u dont know nothing bout me. Its hurt when u do tat.      

 

 

p/s : Dont judge a book by its cover.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Manusia

 

Menjadi manusia yg sempurna dikurniakan mata untuk melihat dan telinga untuk mendengar menyebabkan aku melihat dan mendengar ragam manusia. Bukan niat tok menyibuk tp jika sudah namanya duduk dan berdiri di tanah yg sama aku terpaksa juga melihat dan mendengar. Niat bukan tok mengkritik tp tok aku simpan jadikan pedoman supaya tidak jd seperti manusia ini.

Mata Duitan

Manusia begini mmg ramai tp setelah ku lihat dan dengar dengan mata kepala ku sndri membuatkan aku berfikir duit itu adalah musuh utama manusia. Bila nafsu duit berselimut dalam hati, kaum kerabat dan persaudaraan tidak ada lagi. Si ayah memulaukan anak krna si anak papa kedana. Si anak menipu ayah kerna ayah ada tanah 5 – 6 bidang ada duit 2 – 3 kepuk. Adik dan abang berebutkan tanah sekankang kera. Drama ini membuatkan aku berdoa kpd Yg Esa janganlah jadikan aku seperti mereka, satukan lah adik – adik ku dan jauhkan lah nafsu duit dari mereka.

Mata Bantuan

Manusia ini lebih dasyat dari golongan di atas. Hidupnya tidak miskin tidak juga kurang upaya atau ada cacat celanya tapi setiap bulan mendapat bantuan kerajaan. Punya suami tapi bantuan tok ibu tunggal diambilnya. Seisi rumah lebih besar saiz bajunya dari aku. Aku atau mereka yg miskin? Sanggup berhimpit di dalam rumah yg buruk hanya tok menagih simpati tapi suami – suami tinggal di rumah yg selesa. Setiap bulan dititipnya duit untuk belanja. Perlukah bantuan bukan 1 tapi 2 – 3 bantuan setiap datangnya bulan. Dari rupa mata wang ke barang dapur ke bangunan sebijik. Tidak cukup itu, ditagihnya simpati dengan jiran tetangga konon tok sesuap nasi. Otak ku ligat berfikir manusia ini tidak rasa malukah makan duit dan hak orang lain setiap hari? Tidak ada sekelumitkah perasaan untuk berhenti bergoyang kaki dan mula berjalan?

Mata Melangit

Manusia jenis ini hanya dapat melihat keburukan manusia lain dan kebaikan diri sendiri dan kaum kerabatnya. Cara orang mengaji dikutuk, cara orang mendidik dipersoal, cara orang bersosial dipandang hina. Semua yg hidup di rumah itu lah yg terbaik. Manusia di luar rumah itulah yg jahat. Hidupnya tidak pernah puas jika tidak memandang rendah manusia lain. Mata ku yg melihat hanya dengan pandangan sinis. Biarlah, mungkin ini cara untuk beliau bahagia.

 

Manusia – manusia ini membuatkan aku semakin takut dan insaf. Aku takut jika jadi seperti mereka, jadi ku panjatkan doa tok seisi keluarga ku supaya semuanya baik – baik belaka. Amin.

 

p/s: semua yg di atas tiada kaitan dengan hidup dan yg mati.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Hypocrisy

 

hypocrite Source : Google

Salam to all readers. Izz tak tahan dengan orang yg hipokrit. Especially when tat ppl is d’one we love. Trust me its really hurt. Di dunia luar  Izz mmg shocked giler2. Sbb Izz nmpk betapa org sanggup bt apa saje tok capai matlamat nya. Sanggup senyum di depan org yg paling dia benci dan sanggup buang kawan jika dia merasakan kawan tu menjadi penghalang. Apa yg Izz nampak itu semua adalah hipokrit. Pernah seorang kawan yg sanggup tipu Izz sbb dia ingat Izz minat kat “boyfriend” dia. Sampai skrg Izz masih rase sakit sbb perlakuan dia. Di depan Izz dia menjadi seorang kawan yg baik tapi rupanya dia anggap Izz sbg musuh cinta dia! Izz x tahu sama ada Izz dah maafkan dia atau belum (sila jgn tanya siapa dia).

Izz paham kite akn berubah sikap bila bersama dgn golongan yg berbeza cthnya sikap kita bila bersama dengan family dan kawan2 adalah berlainan. Itu bukan hipokrit. Bagi Izz hipokrit tok mencapai matlamat tertentu tnp berfikir tentang perasaan org lain amat kejam. Its like friend wit benefit. Kawan bukan krn kite dpt terima dia dengan ikhlas tapi  krn dia ada apa yg kite nak.

HypocriteSource : Google

Baru2 ni perkara hipokrit ini berulang. Ia dilakukan oleh orang yg Izz sayang sangat2. Izz sanggup korbankan nyawa Izz tok dia. Tapi bile benda tu berlaku depan mata Izz, hati ini sakit sangat. Izz bagi contoh yah : orang tu sentiasa marah bila Si A buat benda yg dia x suka tapi bila Si B buat benda yg sama dia hanya tersenyum dan x marah. Malah dia selalu puji Si B seperti Si B adalah malaikat yg turun dari langit. Izz x paham kenapa dia boleh membeza – bezakan Si A & Si B. Sekarang setiap kali Izz nampak orang tu Izz asyik ingat apa yg dia dah lakukan. Izz rasa mual dan benci dengan apa yg telah dilakukan. Izz tahu benci adalah bahasa yg kasar tapi Izz dah x tahan. Hmm mase2 mcm ni lah Izz perlukan Fadzli.

 

p/s : izz baru call fadzli & i feel more relax now.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Race / Religion / Politic, which 1??!

Mood : Inspired
Listen : Sweet Caroline

Morning to all bloggerz!!!(hangguk ko morning izzy, dah tghari ni!) izzy dah lama fikir psl tittle ni. A few weeks ago when izzy hangout wit my frend steven @ steve. he call me one day & ask me to lepak2 wit him at kedai mamak di jasin. So as izzy doin nothing & tat idea sound interesting, izzy going to see him lor. he now in navy dan sgt susah okeh nak jumpe die nie. of ocz lah kan berkhidmat utk negara...huhuhu...do check out his pic below k...:D

sgt kuat right him..;p

so as we lepaking 2gether we exchange news bout us and also many great ideas. Steven the one come out wit 1Malaysia and race and religion. As izzy & all of u can see tis world are busy fighting for their race & religion. They said their race must have a right toward the country, they said their religion are the GREATEST. izzy & steven are fed up wit all tis fight.As far as izzy know all religion said tat we have to do good to others people. so y must we fight wit each other??! y must we destroy each other??! y we can be as 1??!


(sekadar contoh)

For ur information, since i'm a little girl i have frends not only malay but chinese and indian too. we alwys have a way to make a GREAT time together. even tough izzy xtau ckp mandarin or tamil but izzy can understant wat they say when izzy bersama mereka. pernah ade sorg budak malay said to me "dihar knape ko kwn sgt dgn budak2 cina tue, knp ko xkwn dgn budak2 melayu?" and izzy said izzy kawan dgn budak2 melayu but if tat malay boy/girl said something bad bout my chinesse and indian frends, the malay boy/girl will not be my frend anymore. izzy and frend never fight because of race, religion or political view, we fight for boys and something else k.

when izzy lepak wit steven izzy saw many eyes looking at us in sarcastic way. wat the hell. as long as i'm happy wit myself and my frendz, i dnt care wat others people said. they can said watever they one and they can hold wit all the rubbish pegangan. for izzy and frends we still hold wit our religions and still be a GOOD frends together!



*p/s : jgn gaduh kerana kaum, agama atau politik klu xnk tgk dunia ni musnah.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

WAT HAPPEN??!

today i had a wonderful day if izzy can recall back. izzy went to kayL, izzy get to see my hometown had change a lot & very happy for it, izzy just finished reading my novel LOVE NEST by Julia Llewellyn & d'book is awesome delicious!!!, izzy get to see my friend NUR FADHILAH BT. HASNAWI on Astro Ria (good job for u dear!), get McD as my dinner, Malaysia won d suku akhir vs Denmark. tis all event make my live awesome today. izzy smile and smile suddenly...

izzy found out bout some1 izzy trust & love had cheated me...well kind of. it just he do something secret & dint want to tell tat secret to me. but now izzy find out tat he tell tat secret to others ppl. tat unfair izzy think. izzy feel like someone had betrayed izzy & izzy can't trust tat kind of ppl. if he can tell me tat such secret so he shouldn't be close to izzy. he shouldn't started tis relationship whatsoever. wat izzy know right now is i'm fucking mad wit him. myb he not worth it. mayb tis relationship is a lie from d'day we started it. AND I DON'T TRUST U ANYMORE SIR!!!




*p/s : dnt ever give all 100% of ur faith to someone coz 1 day he/she will betrayed u and leave u!!!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Prank from my Devil Brother

nyum2! izzy eat nasi ayam owh
suddenly trrut trrut trrut!
wah msg masok..happy2!
then "dihar nie nombor broadband maxis mak n mak dah beli laptop sony viao tok syafiq"
wat a DAMN BULLSHIT!!
wah xmo2...xadil2!
apa ini?
napa cam ini?
nape die?
ilang owh selera makan izzy!



*p/s : mak call d next day n said izzy' devil brother (syafiq) had prank me last night...owh menci die!

Friday, March 19, 2010

When I Look At You (Miley Cyrus)

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me

*p/s : this song is dedicated to my Mr. Right out there..*wink*
anyone one to be my Mr. Right?...;pP


Monday, March 8, 2010

Serabut

this few day too havoc for me...wit my thesis, urban design, studio, tasawur n transit engineering + my couzie wedding. i just have many things to do wit very limited time to done. some ppl just dnt understand my problem. they just want me to finish my work by hook or by crock. I just too bz okay!http://www.emocutez.com. I just dnt understand y there are so many cruel ppl in dis world. Now I just want to http://www.emocutez.com bcoz I'm so blur wit studio work. can anybody tell me bout kaw.lapang. should i just touch bout kaw.rekreasi in my panel or bout landskap also. hiish! my eyes are like http://www.emocutez.com bcoz i dont enough sleep in the past 2 days + today also. k lah I want to do my work now. wish me luck k!http://www.emocutez.com
 

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